The Scorpio Code

I am indeed going to publish my true story about loving three different Scorpio men who were all basically the same. One tried to say he was different, but at the end of the day, he still called me what the other two did...a b-tch.

And I don't blame them, because Scorpio personality brings out the worst of my personality. #owningit

Since I was 18 years old, until now at 48 years old, I've known and personally loved or been in a relationship with a Scorpio male personality - to my despair.

I'm in no way, shape, fashion, or form compatible with the men of the Scorpio personality...yet, they won't stay away from me. I don't understand it...at all. #dininginhell

I've politely (and rudely) asked them over and over again throughout my life to stay the f-ck away from me...but they just won't do it. It's like they were drawn to my fiery personality but then after being around me long enough, they wanted to "tame" my energy as if I was water - like them. #slayuplate

I would always rebel and recoil and reject and refuse and push them away because it was like tying to have a bonfire on the beach, but no sand and no wood and no fire and no earth...just water...EVERYWHERE. #wtf #slaythisway #pleasedont

They are water, you see, and I am fire, and something about my fire draws them to me like a watery moth to a flame. Ultimately, they "put me out".

I can't deal with the intensity of feeling smothered by their "fixed" watery nature. It's too much for my emotional engagement to deal with how intense their possession is. They wanted me to sit around in their life and be bored all the time. They wanted nothing for me but misery by their hand - at my expense.

They wanted me to live life their way, by their terms.

They lied and kept secrets from everyone, even those they claimed to "love"...but I'm convinced that Scorpios were confused about what true love is. What even the basic truth is. That kind of shiz confused them.

True love is honest and transparent and lives in the light of day. True love does not hide in the shadows, in the recluse of nothingness, as to escape the responsibility of owning their own identity and representing who they actually are in the light of God.

A Scorpio would trick me before they would ever truly love me, and before that happens...them truly loving me, I will probably already be in heaven enjoying eternity without them. #goinguP

I'll tell you something else that always made me miserable about a Scorpio man...they refused to believe in anything...and whatever that might have been, I would have never known, because they would also refuse to tell me about it, share it with me, or bond with me in a deeper, spiritual sense. #slayexplained

• Into the Darkness We Go! Yay! #thecode

They wouldn't talk about ANYTHING...not their childhoods, or their memories from something traumatic...or...just...anything. #decodingscorpio

THEY always kept EVERYTHING about themselves closed off and emotionally distant - as if I were Covid and if they opened up and bonded with me about anything ever, it would surely make them sick and they would die. They wouldn't talk about their hopes, goals, dreams, desires, dark secrets, aspirations, fears, doubts...NOTHING...good or bad. #datingstone

Life with a Scorpio was so lonely - all the time.

I felt all alone in that regard - as with many other regards - while in a "ship" with a Scorp. #lowflow

• The Cool Flame Strikes Again!

They wouldn't follow Christ with me. They wouldn't take my hand and pray with me or go to church with me or talk lovingly and openly about Jesus Christ with me.

They would say they believed in something, but were wretchedly vague about what they actually believed in, and if I ever attempted to find out what they believed in, it would start some heated debate about how what they thought (no matter how vague it might have been) was the only way to think in the entire world.

Scorpios are always right. Know this before you date.

With a Scorpio, you have to be the one to take the higher ground. You have to be the one to walk away in an argument. You have to be the one to let them be right all the time without the need to be right yourself. You have to be the one who lets them be in control and lets their secrets not bother you...EVER.

They won't have it any other way. I assure you.

Scorpios own the book on being right. They also own the book on revenge...and misery in life. #duckgone

They are the jealous type. The sexually clingy type. The sexually depraved type. The best secret keepers (their own until death do them part) of the zodiac. They are loyal as h-ll...yeah, but you need to understand what loyalty means to them. #loyalprisoners

They will be utterly loyal beyond a shadow of a doubt when it comes to making you completely miserable for the duration of your entire life...and they won't miss a wink of sleep at night. #sweetlyslayed

They will be content with seeing you "stuck in place" and not progressing past the point of becoming their personal possession. They will enjoy seeing you suffer from afar and claiming they don't know a thing about it.

They will take no accountability in your misery or your suffering. They will say they don't know you. They are like Judas. They will deny involvement unless the involvement directly benefits them.

They are like Cain; they will stab you in the back with the betrayal of their chronic lies...but claim truth all the while, because they also are master manipulators and mad gaslighters. They breed more of who they are into the darkness, and if you want to have a "ship" with them, you must follow them into the darkness - or else.

• The Fire Water Chronicles | 2024 #slaythepages

Yeah, well...I have a 30-year black belt, PH.D, Master's Degree in knowing what it's like to live with and ATTEMPT to love a Scorpio male.

It's been the worst, darkest ride of my life. 🎭

Scorpio brand of thinking was always the master of thinkers, you see...the grand masters of the thought zone...or so, that's how they seemed to think of themselves, and would go so far as to attack my personal beliefs - as if I was the outsider and not the woman they supposedly loved and adored...ha, yeah right - but then, they absolutely wouldn't ever talk to me about anything they ever supposedly believed in.

They always made me feel as if I were alone in faith and I walked alone, not only in faith, but in the world. Being married to a Scorpio was like being married to a moon rock that was still located on the moon.

They were incredibly secretive like that -- and me being the first day Sagittarius that I am -- I can't stand that.

I grew to resent their secretive nature until I loathed them entirely. They would even lie about being secretive. They would say..."I'm not secretive." lmfao

But a new Scorpio would come at me claiming to be different and then when he got the same response/result from my incompatible personality, he blamed me, saying it was all my fault, he was completely innocent, and I'm a b-tch. Ha.

I f-cking hate a Scorpio...and that's why my new e-book (comic, adult picture book style) is called

The Scorpio Code. ✔

A Scorpio will steal yars and yars from your life, your body, your mind, your heart, your spirit, your soul...so why not use all that time wasted on a Scorpio to flip the pages and write the life you want to live into existence.

Exactly! #thisiswhatslayingreadslike

In this slaymazing expression of literature, I will also detail how the third Scorpio stalked me online for years using aliases and alter ego identities to approach and lure me into his secretive web on the web.

I'll openly discuss who I think he was/is and how he was first alerted of my existence, because I sent a letter to him in the U.S. mail in 2006.

How he had money and time and resources at his disposal to stalk and harass and torment me via online for over a decade -- and still to this day, pursues me because he thinks ultimately he will get away with it.

How he is mentally unstable and never truly loved or wanted to be with me, but wanted to watch me squirm from a distance until my life was utterly destroyed and I lost everything.

Only then, was a Scorpio ever "happy" for me.

That was what a Scorpio called loving me...watching me suffer and being the sole reason for my suffering, while also denying all responsibility for my suffering -- even though, they were literally a direct cause of it.

How, over time, I grew to harbor so much disdain for the Scorpio, that just seeing their face made my soul cringe.

I never felt so alone as when I was with a Scorpio, and that was my entire adult life - since I was 18 years old - when I met the first Scorpio as a senior in high school.

Ah, and so the sordid journey began the day I met the first man; when we were still teenagers, and we went to the prom at his high school together.

We met at Wendy's - where we both worked.

We were together for a turbulent 7 years before we divorced, but not until after we had two children together; two little girls. The Loves of my life.

That was the only good that came from my first marriage to the first Scorpio - my beautiful daughters - but as you'll learn in my tell-all book...even that burnt me in the end...in such a way that my ex got revenge. Scorpios are not family men. They don't revolve their life around a family, even if they make one.

They kind of just leave a family to fend for themselves while the Scorpio just goes on about his business with a pure sense of male entitlement and egotistical arrogance of a superior kind.

They know their place in this world, and unless it's beneficial to them, you have no REAL place in their world. lmfao #trueandtrue

Betrayal is best served by an ex, indeed.

Scorpios know that all too well...they live it. #thecode